Wow.

So here I am, two years after starting this blog.
15kg heavier then I was then, but not recovered. Just fatter then when I was so obviously sick. So now time to get serious again. 9:30am brought on a new fast, until Tuesday. I don't know if I can be fucked anymore. All I ever do is binge, starve, binge, starve. Routinely. Its disgusting and I hate it. But I can't break out of it. And I don't know why.