Omg

K, so i've been really bad lately. I just lost my inspiration and what was important to me.
I let something I wanted right at that moment, for what I've wanted for as long as i can remember - to be skinny.
Ive been so depressed lately, so I hate ridulous amounts of foods. And then it hit me. The reason i was depressed was because i had been eating.
having a barbecue tonight, then have a hard days work tomorrow, which is good. Going to fast tomorrow, so excited to feel that empty feeling ive missed so much.

Im desperatly lucky that the good Lord has helped me through this, like He always does. Hopefully I haven't put on more then 2kgs in the past couple of days, which I can get off easily, especially once school starts again this week. I'm actually excited for it, simply because its easy to avoid food all day, without questions and aqusatioins. Also, its alot of excersize, which is always a major plus.

Well, everyones arriving now, so i better go. SInce this is with my family, and my close friend "n's" family, their is no way to avoid eating or drinking without being questioned. So i will have to eat tonight, before my fast tomorrow.

Ana, please forgive me, for I have eaten too much the past few days. Please help me through this, and come off better, and thinner on the other side :)

Think Thin xoxoxo