Sometimes, its really good to be a girl.

So, todays been another day of no eating, which is great.
Especially after last night. Had a queche and salad for dinner, which was fine, then had an ice cream and three little chocolates. Yesterdays liquid fast was meant to be the one that got me under 65kgs, but I woke up and weighed myself, 65kgs on the dot. Fuck.
Not that that was much of a suprise.

So, started another liquid fast today, so far only had a coffee, half a hot chocolate and my water.
Convinced everyone at home that I have bad period pains and feel really sick, so got out of eating all day so far, hopefully can get out of dinner tonight too.
I feel like such a fat cow after eating last night. I hate eating, but I can't help myself sometimes. Dammit.

Calorie intake:
Coffee: 80calories <- omgomgomg barely any calories :)
Hot chocolate: about 120calories *gag* I only had about half, so about 60 calories
Water: 0calories *yayayayay*
Coke Zero: 0calories

Total intake: 120 calories. All liquid, but fuck man. That bloddy hot chocolate, even if i only had half, was fucking insane.

Rage at thaaat. Fucksake. I HATE BEING FAT.

If I'm not under 65kgs tomorrow, I'm not going to have ANY calories tomorrow. NONE. Only water and a coke zero if I need caffanation.