Fuck this. After a week of being plateaued at 65kgs, I go and binge like a motherfucker yesterday, and put on two more kg's. Great. So much for being plateaued. :/ Hmph.
So, time to get my a into g again, and stop binging and then feeling so terrible about it.
Starting a fast tonight from 9pm, just a little one this time, to try and get those 2kgs off again, and then we'll see where to go from there I guess.
Man, I hate weekends sosososo much man. When your out with friends, its so much harder to control yourself and resist eating, whilst keeping up your appearence of being healthy.
I'll be so glad when Monday rolls in again, and I'm back at work, with little food temptations, and a shit load of excersize. And then school, which is kinda the same thing. :)
I can't tell what I'm looking for in even posting this blog. I have no idea.
All I know is, that I only seem to be happy when that damn number on the scales is going down.
Is anybody actually reading this? If you are, please leave me a comment or something :/ it always makes it easier knowing you are not alone....
xoxoxo
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