Right;

So, the last two days have gone really good. I haven't broken my plateau yet, but I can tell I'm loosing weight and the size of my stomach is on the shrink ;)
You know how I said that Monday was going to be my first day of ana again? Haha, yeah well, that failed. Had my soup, and then had about half of the contents of the pantry, rofl. Well, not rofl at the time, but its undoubtable that I have grown from that, and am over that immature shit now.
So, didn't had a calorie deficet yesterday, had a coffee this morning and nothing else, and will have dinner sooon :/
Vegetarian on Monday. Can't waiiit. Thinking of going vegan, so I can't stock up on cheese and shit, which have so much fat in them. But, I'll figure that out later down the line, because I have to prove to mum that I can cook vegetarian for myself, and cook me good food.
Sometimes, I hate living at home with anorexia, but then, I'm only 16, I can hardly move out. It wouldnt be good for me or my family, if I did.
So, me and ana are just going to have to live with staying at home.

Little rant; I HATE WANNAREXCIS.
(people who wish they were anorexic) Like really, this is not a fucking good thing, I constanly hate myself, and hurt myself, and cut myself and starve myself and push myself to the physical limit, in order to loose weight. I go for days at a time without eating, weeks even.
And, i have this friend at school, who "starves" herself for a day, meaning she doesn't eat during the school hours (so for like, 6 and a half hours) and then goes on and on and on about it.
Like, really. Noone really cares. Go make yourself a fucking sandwhich.
GRR. Nobody knows that I have ever been over a day without eating, with the exception of my mum, when i was "sick" and she foodstalked me for two days straight, until I caught on and ate.
Its so stupid, some people should thank their lucky stars that they aren't cursed with this.
But then again, how much of a blessing is it, when you get on the scale and find a big loss. The most rewarding thing ever.
You know what they say, every cloud has a silver lining.

Night for now, ana love.