Reasons to do this:
1. I like you.
2. I want you to like me.
3. I'm 18 years old and I think its time.
4. You were my first everything else.
5. I'm sick of being the only one who hasn't done it everywhere I go.
Reasons not too:
1. I don't want you to see my body. (although it is night time.)
2. I don't want to disappoint you.
3. I'm so embarrassed.
4. I'm awkward as fuck.
5. I'm so scared that you'll leave me after this. (but I'm scared you'll leave me if I don't, anyway.)
Okay okay okay. I'm going to do it. I have the biggest butterflies and this is a really fucking stupid thing to do, but at the end of the day, I like you, and I'm sick of being the only v out of every body that I know.
P.S, I'm sorry I've been neglecting this blog so much lately. i'll report tomorrow about what happens tonight and what has been going on lately. Hope everyone is doing well. <3
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