Been terrible at posting lately. Been terrible at everything lately though, to be fair.
I worked all week last week, and have been out drinking every night since last Thursday. Tonight is the only night that I've actually spent at home.
Last night I hung out with two friends, D and S, and my friend C came also. D and S then left and me and C were chilling at the beach, drinking, smoking, talking and watching the sunset. Once they were gone, he spent most of the time cuddling me/holding my hand and kissing me with us both taking the piss out of each other. We then had to mission up to the shops to meet with D and S again, and the whole walk he was holding my hand and I kinda died a little. We went to a party afterwards, where we kind of both did our own thing, but I was stoked because at the end of the night, he stayed with me and didn't give me a reason to not trust him. He walked me home and we hugged and kissed some more and it was pretty cute :3
I'm meant to be meeting him at a party on Saturday night; one of his friends' leaving parties. I asked if it would be alright for me to get in and stuff, and he was like "of course, your my girlfriend." This I was, and am still not, aware of, but um, yeah. My best friend, however, wants me to go to town. Either way, I'm not eating until Saturday. Where ever I go, I need to not actually be a fat piece of lard. As hard as that is.
I've also finalized my move this year; I leave on Feb 13th. I don't want to go, but at least I'll be able to lose weight down there without the prying eyes of my best friend and my family.
So tomorrow I plan to have 180 liquid calories in the morning some time, and then clean my room, and put the finishing touches on my big move. I might be going out drinking that night, as my best friend owes me so much alcohol and so many cigarettes. Even then, ya'll can be sure that I won't be eating.
I need to be under 65kg by Saturday, which gives me 3 days to lose 2kg. Should be easy, but I guess we'll see.
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