Everyone just left my house, we never ended up making cupcakes, but I was forced into 2 packets of noodles (200 calories) and a chicken burger (???). But right now, I'm so fucking depressed.
My 'friends' stole all of my cigarettes so now I have nothing to calm me down.
I know I said that I was over 'C', but everytime I drink I get to the point where he is the onlyfuckingthing that I want. The only thing. I just want to kiss him and hug him and be with him until the end of the world.
I know for a fact that he isn't loyal to me, that he is texting and facebooking other girls telling them the same things that he told me. But I fell for it and now I can't get out.
Do you know what makes things worse? This guy who likes me is texting me right now about wanting to come see me and stuff. I can't even enjoy the attention because I'm so fucking caught up on C to do anything. I really just want to cry. I'm pathetic, I know. Sorry.
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