Sorry for the lack of posting, its been a busy week so far!
Been working all week, which is good. Work = money and work = tough physical labour. It also means being reunited with my first real love, and things have been going pretty smoothly with that so far; its cute.
I haven't been eating whilst I'm working, normally just a moccachino in the morning and nothing for the rest of the day. Everyone questions my lack of eating but I really am not fussed at this point. Today I went to get high with a friend and brought a 6 inch subway, ate half a cookie pie and a few chips. Tomorrow I'm hoping for nothing.
Last night me and two friends got very drunk and met up with a guy who has a thing for me, and I've semi-agreed to sleep with him when he gets back from holiday on the 16th, although I am planning on pretending to have my period then, as immature as that is. It all just depends on how he treats me now that he thinks he's got me where he wants me. Especially considering that I can't stand to see my body naked, and I don't want anyone else to see it until I'm at least satisfied somewhat with it. I'm planning on restricting and fasting until then, just to be on the safe side.
Tomorrow is going to be my hardest day at work all week, but I'm still going to keep it to 1 caloried drink in the morning and then a shit load of 0 calorie/diet caffeine.
Going to have a cigarette and finish my cup of peppermint tea, then off to bed. Hope everyone is having a good week so far!
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