Fear less, hope more;
Eat less, chew more;
Whine less, breathe more;
Talk less, say more.
Doubt less, Pray more.
Have a good night all.
Decpite what I said in my last post, I really did have a good night. I have the most amazing friends, and I want them to be happy, and I want to not hold them back in anyway. I love them both, and I don't want to mess any of our friendships up by being selfish.
I am on the verge of breaking the 60kg barrior. Planning not to eat until dinner tomorrow night, but I'm meant to go driving, so may have a moccachino or an up and go before, so I don't loose concentration and crash :L not cool man.
I'm sorry for the rant in my last post. It wasn't even about my friends, it was about all of the shit I've been through in my life. Thats not a lie, among other things, I have trust issues, depression, a relicence on recreational drugs, and a childhood that haunts me to this day. But, like ive said before, the funny thing about life is that it goes on.
Yes, those things still effect me. And yes, I am only just starting to grow up and realise the extent of everything I've been through. And yes, I know that it won't get any better with me sitting on my fat ass and complaining. I have to do something about it- tell someone and get it off my chest. & I know I'm not quite ready for that yet. But when that day comes, it will change my life forever.
Lots of love, anaT xooxox
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