HAHA yeah right. If I eat anything, I'll eat everything. So, I eat nothing.
Which is the story for tomorrow after such a fail day today.
24hour waterfast, and blast on the cross trainer tomorrow. Lately on the cross trainer I have been doing a high, more calorie burning programme. But that will only give me tree trunks where my legs should be. So, instead I;m worrying less about calories, more about working up a sweat and getting my legs thinner, on longer, lower programmes.
GRR. Was just reading this other blog, trying to find some more thinspo (which, if I might add, was such a fail- the only good pro ana blog i have ever found is 'Ana regzing's dieing to be thin' which I have read and re-read more times imaginable, haha.) and anyway, on this chicks blog, she was talking about how she is an 'aspiring anorexic' and 'can't let ana completly run her life' and shit. ZOMG. If theres one thing that really pisses sme off, its wannarexics. Like, people who want to be anorexic, and obviously don't understand the seriousness of this disease. If I havent't said this before, this is NOT the life i would choose for myself; but its out of my hands. And I would not want anybody to have this lifestyle, let alone WILLINGLY. Like, what the fuck? Pisses me off to the max, that someone would take something so seriously, so lightly, and actually aspire to get this disease. GRGGRGR.
K, my little rage is over, haha. Sorry.
Well, I'm on a fast to loose 7kgs by Sunday the 20th (when my sister gets back from college for two weeks.) That means that, in the great scheme of things, i need to get my ass into gear, to loose 7kgs (to be 53kgs) in 12days. Doable, if i put my mind to it, work hard and pray hard. :)
So, it sounds like time to make me a plaaaaan :D
Wednesday 9thWater fasting until 7:30pm (24hr)
THEN; small dinner on Wednesday, of 41calorie soup and toast
Thursday 10th 54 calorie coffee in the morning
THEN; small dinner (finish eating at 7:30pm) to set up for the next fast.
From 7:30pm Thursday -> 7:30pm Friday, liquid fast, allowed 54 calorie coffee on Friday morning, then no food. If staying in Friday night, no food or liquid calories, only water, until 12pm Saturday before netball (making it into a 38hour fast.) Although this is an awkward number of hours to fast, its the most that I can fast, before I have to eat a little something for netball, so I don't really have much of a choice.
HOWEVER; slight problem, might be going out for drinks on Friday night, but then if i am, i can keep to lliquids (hopefully) and steer clear of many drinks, with the excuse that I have netball tomorrow. I think the drinks i have are 220ish calories ( cant remmebr off the top of my head) but If i limit myself to two drinks, + my 54calorie coffee, then i shouldn't have to many calories.
SOOO thats my plan for the rest of the week, will let ya know how it goes;
7kgs in 12days. Sounds do able.. right?
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