Fml.

Can I just have a moments silence for reading through my blog and being on the verge of tears at realizing how thin I was, but also that I was happy. The lowest weight I read that I was was 55kg, but I'm pretty sure I got a bit lower. Since "recovery" I've been on the verge of 70kg on my worst days, and 61kg on my best. Triggered triggered triggered. I have to lose all of this weight again. I can't stand being bigger than I was before. I will be thin.