I'm really struggling not to eat right now. I ate this morning, but I don't know if I can hold out; I really don't.
It's 99% just boredom, and I am craving garlic bread and something cheesy. Fuck. Can't do this.
I guess it doesn't help that I'm feeling so depressed right now. I just want to go out somewhere and get stoned, but the weather is so shit right now.
If I stay in the house, I'm going to cave out of pure boredom and depression.
Fuck it, you know what? I don't even care. Maybe if I binge enough my stomach won't be able to handle it and it will give in. Fuck living, yaknow? Fuck everything.