Pushed through 500 situps and 250 squats today.
Fasting for five days also, because I'm so sick of eating. Last night, for example, I was forced to eat by my best friend, who literally brought me a burger and sat in the car watching me eat it. This happened the night before that too, with another friend who brought chips and chocolate and make me take part in his little stoned binge fest;and I'm done.
I don't want to eat, ever.

I'm meant to be going out with some friends tonight and getting stoned, and I'm afraid that they'll make me eat. I'm going to do all that I can to make sure I don't eat. Ugh. I won't do it. I don't care. I refuse.

About to have 16 liquid calories and fuck shit up tonight. I need to mission it up to get cigarettes in the morning, might walk to the beach to get starbucks on Friday if I still haven't eaten.