It's 4:10am, so tired, but too much running through my mind to sleep.
I have to be up by 8am tomorrow and am spending the day Christmas shopping with a friend, and instead of sleeping, I've just been sitting outside drinking peppermint tea and smoking cigarettes. Oops.
I'm not making any progress with my weight, but from time to time and can see minute differences in my body..
I can't wait for next year, honestly. Finally getting out of the house. Finally away from food 24/7. Down to eating 3 meals consisting of however much of the crap I am fed.
Until then, however, I am stuck in this hole.
I'm going to try sleep now. Not that three hours of sleep will do anything at all. Ugh.
Livin' the dream, right?
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