Well, it happened whilst I was stoned out of my mind and texted this boy, who proceeded to call me his "girl" and his "babe" and ask me to meet up with him on Thursday. So me and my friend are going to bus out to meet him, (pre-drinking before, obviously,) go to his house and get high all day. I'm going to have butterflies for weeks.
He also told me that he "wants his Christmas present early," and when I asked what that was, he said "you. all I want is you babe." fuck. It's like he reads my mind and says just the things to make me weak. I really don't think this is the smartest thing I've ever considered doing, but it looks like its going to happen.. And I don't know if that's good or bad, at this point.. At least my friend will be by my side.
So that means, guess who's not eating until Thursday? That'd be me.
Today I got away with only two lollipops (90calories) and one french fry (20ish calories?) and I'm not stoned enough to want to eat right now, especially with the fucking butterflies I have in my stomach right now. Shit.
Tomorrow I am planning on spending my day not being a lazy shit, but cleaning my bedroom, bathroom and house instead, for when my family comes over for Christmas. I cannot believe that the year has gone so fast. It really has been a whirlwind. And I think that, before the year is out, I'm going to write a post with all of the things I've learnt/felt/been through/wondered/did/been impacted by etc throughout the year. That'll be a long post, but I'll leave it for now. That might be good for a Christmas morning post, but I'll see how things go.
I'm hungry now, so I'm waiting for my brother to go to bed so that I can have a cigarette and cup of tea in peace, and then sleep before 1am. I think I'll sleep good tonight.
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