Out of pure boredom, I just about broke my fast. I didn't want to binge, I just wanted to eat, (noodles 300 calories, vegetables, and garlic bread 267 calories) and resume my fast later.
I talked to the Lord about it, and promised that it wouldn't be a binge. So, I got up to make my food. Then my brother and his friend (who I had a huge thing with - until he broke my heart) came home. Then I got the idea to just make it all, and throw it out. And that's what I did. Now I'm drinking my black coffee and watching Jersey Shore, still no calories inside me, but feeling incredibly bloated from all of the liquid I've had today. Ugh. But you know what? It's all good, I'm hungry, but I didn't eat. Going to go have a cigarette and chill out.
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