Who does that?

I'm sick of getting fucked around.
The guy I (think) I like text me before, saying "your extremely beautiful, (: just saying.x" and then hasn't texted me back or talked to me since. There's all this shit on facebook about him being such a player, and having a "girl of the week," and playing her, making her feel special and then leaving her. And yeah, okay, I know whole heartily that that is true. But is there something so wrong in thinking that I can change him? That I could be the one to stop him from being such a player. Did I mention, he's on police curfew right now, and he's been arrested, in fights, doesn't have a job. I'm a high school graduate, never been in trouble with the law. I know the only reason he's giving me the time of day, because all guys try to play me the same, all of them. I just have a soft spot for him, which is going to be the death of me..

Anyway:
I ate today again, and I have no excuse for doing so. But now, I am fasting, until ideally Tuesday night, but I will be happy with anything over two days.
This fast is a 'JAC' fast or repenting;
-Jesus for addressing Him as a side note for so long, not being the type of Christian I want to be.
-Ana for thinking that I can live without it, and to get a grasp back with her.
-C for Claire (me) for all of the self hatred that I have put myself through.
Tomorrow, 200 liquid calories max, although if my brother takes the last up and go in the morning, it will be 0 calories.

Goddammit, time to get back into things. All too late, though.