I genuinely feel as though this Christmas was the best that I've ever had.
I got spoiled rotten, got my Christmas wish and hung out with my family all day.
I ate far too much, but I'm restricting solids as of now, and after that I'll cut out the calorie liquids (or reduce them.) For some odd reason I've been craving milk so much lately, and that's something I really need to chill out on.
One of my biggest fears about this Christmas was that I would get given clothes and that I wouldn't fit them. However, my brother brought me a NZ size 8 dress which happens to fit me perfectly and my dad was almost brought to tears about how 'good I looked' in it. Or so he says.
This Christmas has made me feel very, very thankful, for everything and everyone, and I feel completely and utterly blessed.
My Christmas wish was for the guy that I like to wish me a merry Christmas. He did, and we ended up talking for a bit today, with him trying to score drugs off me. Heheh.
Tomorrow I'm down to a max of two meals - a lunch at around 12-1pm, and dinner at around 7pm, and one 'snack' if I want it. After that, no more snacks, and restricting as much as possible, before an all out fast after new years.
I'm tired, I'm drained, but I'm happy.
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