Right, fast has gone peeerfectly so far.
Infact, I've probably had less then 200 calories today. Had vanilla latte for breakfast (80 calories) then some raro juice, mostly watered down ( 30ish calories) and some v8 juice (normally 47calories per glass, but had half juice, half water, so only about half that, 23calories)
Not going to eat the rest of the day or tonight, and planning not to eat until 7pm tomorrow.
Problem - going to a mates tomorrow night, 'S'. Not meaning to be rude, but they eat a lot of fatty takeaways, chocolate and lollies.
But, my plan is to say no to anything solid until 7pm. I'm not going to break this for anything.
If, make that when I complete this fast, it will have been 45hours, which is, embarrasingly enough, the biggest fast ive done since returning to ana. I absolutly LOVE fasting, I love the feel of emptiness, and the power you feel when you say 'no'. You know what they say, everytime you say 'no thanks,' you say 'yes please,' to thin.
I just hate the feeling when you feel as though you need to watch your back, because someone is on to you. Really, that only happens in the weekends, when around friends and such. If i haven't said it before, weekends = trouble.
But, I'm going to do this, and I am going to get thin. I heard these girls in my science lesson today, laughing the thinspirational quote "nothing tastes as good as thin feels." I could not stop laughing. Fat bitches. They just don't know how fucking brilliant it feels to wake up and see the number on the scales go down. It is the ultimate high, and feels awesome.
One downside about fasting? The dizzy spells, headaches and stomach cramps. But, that doesn't tempt me to eat, because I know that in the morning, I will have broken through that, and will feel soooo good :D:D:D
Well, I'm off now, might post later tonight though. On Fridays dad does amaazing hamburgers, and the chips are todiefor. So i will be back on here if i get tempted, or even better, look at the blog "dying to be thin" such good thinspiration omgomgogm.
Think thin xoxoxo
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