I think im stuck at 60.5kgs, haven't consumed more then 100 calories today, and burnt waaay more then that, but it hasnt shown on the scale :/
Well, will see what tomorrow brings i suppose. Don't get me wrong, I'm absolutly stocked to be 60.5kgs. I haven't weighed this little since I was probably about 10, no kidding.
I had the chance to miss dinner tonight and go for a swim with a mate, which would mean that I could extent this 3 day fast into a 4 day fast, but i didn't want to risk it, getting caught at this point, just when things are going good, would be sooo annoying. And besides, I don't want to faint at school tomorrow, from lack of calories :/
So having dinner tonight, which is a watermelon and feta salad, with chicken and rice, no garlic bread to defeat me, nothing. So will have a bit of that, will probably be forced into a marshmellow chocolate egg for desert, and then coompolsive figits, then off to bed. Mum and dad are stocked at my sisters room, and so if I go into work with them on saturday, I should get me a cross trainer :)
Well, thats the plan anyways :/ don't know if its totally going to work that way though raaage.
Mum brought me some weetbix fruity, which is 152calories per 45g serving. I thought that that was really good, until I realised how little 45g's is. Ohwell, will make a good snack for me, and also got some 190something calorie liquid drink things, kindof like up and go's, which I'm going to have every other day, and just water on the other days. Then, the weetbix is an afternoon treat, for especially after a marathon workout on the cross trainer, to put food back into my messed up metabolism. Or, they are for before netball training, so that i don't binge, and i don't over tire my body.
So, tomorrow the plan is 167calorie drink for breakfast, then nothing for lunch or afternoontea, then dinner.
Then tuesday, water in the morning for breakfast, then nothing all day, and 45g of weetbix afterschool, then dinner.
My plan is to alternate between that for the next week, and see what goes down in the weekend. Going to set up for a religious fast on Friday-Saturday, possibly Sunday if my weekend social life allows.
So restricting all week, fasting Friday & Saturday :)
Oh, and I have offically (well in 10 minutes time) gone three full days without eating. And, Im not even hungry. I can tell that my body is giving up a little, and my stomach is shrinking. I almost fainted just about every time that I stood up all day today.
But, other then that, all is good. And life is sweet as.
Praying for a loss on the scale tomorrow morning, after my 3day fast. Praying to be under 60kgs. Please Lord, make me less so I can make You more. I love you.
wish me luck for the week. xoxoox
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