Right

So my aim was to be under 65kgs by today. And I briefly was, before putting on a kg after a day of normal eating. WTF.
So I water fasted all of yesterday, and most of today, until i was forced to eat a muslei bar at school by someone who thinks I never eat :L proved them wrong? yes. But broke the fast? yes.
However, That was still no more then 200 calories, so in the past two days, i had a definate calorie deficet. So now I'm having half a glass of milk (23calories ish) and doing my journal blog, writing to say that I MADE IT. Under 65kgs again. This time, way more convincingly though. But I'm a little worried, I have really important netball trials on saturday, which is going to need quite abit of energy to do successfully. Im always fucking paranoid of screwing up as it is. So, just going to eat dinner on friday, healthy aas, and then I will have a powerade or sandwhich or something, then run heaps to work it off. But my sister is fucking having drinks on sunday afternoon, and of course I want to be there, but alcohol has sooo many calories, so will all of the food. Fucksake. This weekend is going to suck, and i really have to watch it otherwise Im going to weigh more then I fuking already do.

S0 i really have to work hard tomorrow and thursday, to make as big of a loss as humanly possible, before having to eat on friday and saturday.

On that note, im going to practise my netball now :D
write lateeeer :)
xoxoxo