Better mood now, sorry about all that :/
I swear alot, don't I? Especaially for someone as religious as myself. Goal* cut down on the swearing doll. *bigger goal *make it to 50kgs. Not dead, just skinny :)
Aaargh, my bodys beginning to fail on me lately. My fingernails are going blue, my metabolism is absolutly dead, i literally cant eat anything without it churning in my stomach for hours afterwards. And im constantly shivering, even when im not drinking my ice cold water ;)
its the middle of bloddy summer, its so hot and humid, and im shivering? people must think im off my nut. well, i probably am, aren't i?
ugh, was meant to be going out for dinner tonight, but everyones decided their too tired. I havent eating in 23+hrs now, and was going to have a salad or something, and lots of ice cold water, at the resteraunt tonight, but no.
They decided to order pizza instead. Oh crap. And i persisted that I didn't want anything, but dad ordered me a chicken pizza and some chicken pasta. THEFUCK? like i need that. well, im going to do the fake sick act again, and, at the MOST, have one piece, and maybe a frozen dinner (373ish calories) EWEWEWEW. I hate food.
Weak girls eat, fat people eat. I hate being fat. If I don't eat, I will get thin.
I need to be thin. I need it to be happy. <3
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